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Illusion Tordue! |  |
 My forest... |
Entrance |
History and Present |
New Reports |
Guest Book |
Take a Ride... |
Thoughts.... ..... |
| Welcome to my distorted vision Hello. I am the ring master of this Carnival of Love and Sadness. I will be taking you for an awaking of inspiration, imagination, memory, and supreme lonliness. In this little.. excursion... life shall awaken before you, as this void of nothingness, your mind, will grow a seed of inspiration within your soul. Travelers call me Aki. Not many know about me or my past. My mind is like a trampled rose, lying in the rain, crying out to lonliness... But please, don't let this dismalled contemplation ruin our little... rendezvous.. : ) |
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| Refurbishment of Rides/shows haha... I am gonna update something... probably 'thoughts' hmm.. yeah. When things bring you down.. please... rise up.. if you give up, you will never know what could have happened... when people truly hate you... even if they were the first one to show you kindness... please... cry... let out your pain.. don't keep it in.. but please... don't hurt yourself.. it isn't worth it... just accept the matter and move on... please... live on today...? I sing, but no one hears it in this locked chamber... please... remember these words... ------------------------------------------------------- I scream... but I don't make a sound... I cry... but no tears escape my eyes... I bleed... but no blood is shown... what is this...? what is this feeling...? sadness... you are naive.. and you don't even know it... why can't you see yourself and stop being so stubborn? ha! why don't you understand me? how do you understand me? Can you, or is this just... something to try to flatter me? How your time is wasted!! What is life? Easily defined... Life is an illusion that no one can solve. You can only see so much, you can only feel so much.. you can't live it all!!! Jump! Lift! Fly!!! you can!! Yell out!!! Break!! Go beyond the bounds!!! what is keeping you?? Go... ---------------------------------------------------------- I have an interesting theory up... come look at it under 'thoughts....' ----------------------------------------------------------- Hear me!! I am Autumn Hughes! I hold a cross, representing Christ... I am His messenger.... His enemies are mine... and yours, whether you like it or not... I will protect you... don't worry... but.... I will protect the saved, and lead the lost... call out His name... He can help you... I am His daughter... and you can be His child, also... Jesus!! He came here for you!!! DON'T LOOK INTO THOSE HYPROCRITES AND DISTORT THESE SENTENCES!! you know very well that I will not go down to that level.. I am saying this with all my heart!! if you could just hear my voice!! ....If you see me... if you see a girl, a tree with fall's beauty, looking at the world with a face of fear, sadness, love, and anger... that is me... take my hand... I won't let go... I will lead you... don't worry... then again... I am human... the only one you can look without the fear of hurt is... ------------------------------------------------------ ....here I am... I am sitting in a public library.. surrounded by a couple of people... it is midday... The radio occupies my mind... where is the thought? the inspiration..? hmm... it will soon end... they do not look... hmmm... why doesn't it catch attention? this information is very valuable... especially to the enemy... hmm... they will not see.. hmm... interesting..? haha... maybe.. I don't know.. hmm... I seen this library... from the inside of one of my dreams.... I remember seeing the book cases.. the color... the smell, I recognize it all.... I was stuck in the room with the tree... I remember... strange dream.... and... a month ago.. I heard this song called "Kakera" from Kozi... but I didn't know what it was called nor the maker... and I heard it in my head... then I heard it... recently.. about two days ago... hmm... it was frightening.. yet interesting... does it mean anything? this library? that song? hmm... why do I treat life so badly... I make it as some kind of leisure... loud... hmm.. maybe it is a distraction for those around me of what I am? and what I must become..? hmm.. I like to play video games.. because it has emotions of those who made it.. there dream... I love to view them.. that is why I like music... hmm... time is wonderful... but sadly.... I am wasting most of mine.... why don't I say...? I am too shy.... hmm... ---------------------------------------------------------------------- I haven't updated in a while... how have you been? don't cry... you are not alone... I will see you, and take your hand.... but you know... it is fate... you will fall... no matter how hard i try to pull... I will try my hardest... remember my face... and if you see me... come.. don't be shy. if you see me at the beach... walking.. singing to the waters... don't be afraid to question... I am here to help... remember... you didn't come here accidently.. did you? here... I am here... AIM- holy glaive don't be afraid... < |
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