I shout these words to you!!! Listen to them, and grab my hand!

it is happening....

the end is near...
He is returning... be ready..
protect your soul...
Who are you following??

Watch for the blood moon.

You walk in an open field in the darkness... you see the beautiful dark, which is before you. You look up, seeing an outlandish world you have never heard of. You feel anxious. An uplifting feeling in your heart swells inside you, trying to release. Streams of cold tears run down your face, as these thoughts literally dance before you.

Spread your invisible wings, at the moment you fly away... this false jail collapes, and takes in the stillness around you - Mana

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Why do you taunt me with such things? Do you like me to think there are others out there? Or maybe I am going mad? You run your fingers through my hair, but a residue of blood is left, contrasting in your pale hand. this story shall be interrupted. by fate

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In a room of cream colored furniture with golden trimmings, porcelain ballerinas dance in their confinement of wood and mirror. Light of the morning beam into this dusty room of imagination

   I, in my white gown, sit upright before my vanity. My expression deceives the mirror, as the doors of my soul are closed tightly. I grasp the gardenia that was placed upon the lace on my vanity. Slowly, I close my eyes and hold this pure flower to my cheek. Its sweet smell calms my senses... bringing back memories of my former beatitude.

   Suddenly, my heart shatters, as the broken glass melt from my pale eyes. I fall to the ground, holding my chest. Through my deep red hair, my eyes focus on my beloved gardenia. Gingerly, I hold it in my hands, stroking it with my finger.

   Waters of sadness and despair rain upon this delicate flower. In my thoughts of eternal ponder, I dissipate within these bonds.

   "My sweet beloved beauty... so pure and gentle to me... You have betrayed me with your concealed love.  Yet I have nothing without you. My soul, so weak frail and confused; shall forever intertwine with your beauty, hate, and fantasy."

  A tainted beauty lies upon my dresser, glistening within dusty light. Tempting, mocking, it parches my soul. I become transfixed and stagger towards the quencher. I pick it up, holding it tight. We stare each other down in these moments of silence. A violin sounds, as tears trail faster down my colorless cheeks. A scream lifts out of my soul and through my mouth, as I hydrate m meaningless self. My body trembles, as I stare into nothingness. There I lay, between my two loves. Dark fantasy flows from me, making this world an impurity.

In the depths of all lost memories and thoughts, lies a sword in the ground of this forest of confusion.

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My life.. where has it taken me? ...what should I do for now..? Here I am, laying in the ashes of this forest of memory... My emotionless eyes summons tears... as I gingerly hold myself in my arms... Look what you become... Would you stop myself if I knew? Would you give up on me if you knew? Still, I whisper these things to my former self... now but a memory... A warm, loving smile livens my face, as I whisper to myself, “Don't worry.. it is going to be okay....” but these things… they are foolish. My soul wanders the halls of my mind, searching for the light. I am the dawn in the morning, yet an eclipse in the day. You cannot stop destiny, and whatever step you take, will affect it. Don’t dwell on the past, for it isn’t good for you. Regret, and move on. My soul is dim, as my spirit is lost within me… Death is dimming… as life is also…Neither beckon me… neither care for me.

I will take nothing… yet you haven’t won just yet.

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Do you hear the echoeing...? the echoeing bell, screaming in your heart.... it is fate you shall burn in eternal torchure, but.... if you awaken your mind.... it may be changed...

stop making excuses... don't deny!!

it is happening....

the end is near...
He is returning... be ready..
protect your soul...
Who are you following??

Watch for the blood moon.